Sitting in my pumpkin bib.
I love the expression here.
This one too.
The family getting ready for our first trick or treaters.
This is a collage of the photos from the Light the Night Walk in Atlanta that Chris and I went to in support of our bestest friends Kerri Stephenson and her husband Ben. It was an amazing night with some of the greatest friends. It was a wonderful night and would not have missed it for anything. Love you KJS!
SO technically I am two days shy of 3 months but mom had me dressed up all pretty today so I thought I would have her take my 3 month photo. I am getting so big now. I am probably a little over 11 lbs and over 24 inches long. I love to smile, laugh, and talk. I also have learned to play and grab my toys. I am trying to figure out how to get my toes and it makes mommy laugh watching me try. I am sleeping (usually) about 7 to 9 hour stretches at night which makes mom and dad very happy. Som days I nap well, some days I don't, but I am learning. I am looking forward to my first halloween, and thanksgiving, and of course my first Christmas. I am also getting baptised at Chapin United Methodist Church on November 23rd. So exciting.
So I am feeling so frustrated today and feeling so guilty that I am actually looking forward to work tonight because it means a few hours away from Raegan. She is having a tough day and not napping and not really happy in my arms either, so I am out of things to try except letting her cry, which is soooo hard to do and hurts me to hear but, I don't know what else to do. It is frustrating because some days she does so well and goes down for her naps easily and takes 3 to 4 naps including at least one longer 2 hour nap, then there are days like today where she has not taken longer than a 30 minute nap and that is after fighting it for 30 minutes. So any ideas, or suggestions from you veteran moms, please let me know. Am I a bad mom for wanting to get away from it for a few hours? Am I doing something wrong? Will it ever get better?



