Chris is such an amazing husband, father, and friend. I am so blessed to have him in my life and to be starting our family together. Every day he does something to remind me of how special he is. I thank God for him and Raegan each and every day. We are best friends and I can't wait for him to get home from business in Connecticut.
This is our one year wedding anniversary. We had such a special night and I love all of the memories we have together.
So I feel very ahead of the game this year with my presents wrapped and under the tree. I love the way a Christmas tree looks with presents under it. It reminds me of childhood, of family, and of Santa! I just can't believe I am now the parent and we have a little girl. I remember this time last year and Chris and thinking how crazy it would be "next year at this time we will have a baby." Now here we are with a baby and Christmas time with our family and our memories and traditions. I love my daughter and husband and love building our family memories together. 
So here are my parents, who we loving refer to as grandma and grandpa, with Raegan 16 weeks and Trevor, her cousin who will be 3 in March. I love the photo but Raegan looks a little freaked out! 
Grandma and Grandpa Phillips came to visit so Chris and I could go to the USC vs Tenn football game! We are so lucky and blessed to have them do this for us!
I thought this was pretty funny. She looks happy as can be. And I look so good, I didn't do my make up or hair and look how good I look! Haha
Sitting in my pumpkin bib.
I love the expression here.
This one too.
The family getting ready for our first trick or treaters.
This is a collage of the photos from the Light the Night Walk in Atlanta that Chris and I went to in support of our bestest friends Kerri Stephenson and her husband Ben. It was an amazing night with some of the greatest friends. It was a wonderful night and would not have missed it for anything. Love you KJS!
SO technically I am two days shy of 3 months but mom had me dressed up all pretty today so I thought I would have her take my 3 month photo. I am getting so big now. I am probably a little over 11 lbs and over 24 inches long. I love to smile, laugh, and talk. I also have learned to play and grab my toys. I am trying to figure out how to get my toes and it makes mommy laugh watching me try. I am sleeping (usually) about 7 to 9 hour stretches at night which makes mom and dad very happy. Som days I nap well, some days I don't, but I am learning. I am looking forward to my first halloween, and thanksgiving, and of course my first Christmas. I am also getting baptised at Chapin United Methodist Church on November 23rd. So exciting.So I am feeling so frustrated today and feeling so guilty that I am actually looking forward to work tonight because it means a few hours away from Raegan. She is having a tough day and not napping and not really happy in my arms either, so I am out of things to try except letting her cry, which is soooo hard to do and hurts me to hear but, I don't know what else to do. It is frustrating because some days she does so well and goes down for her naps easily and takes 3 to 4 naps including at least one longer 2 hour nap, then there are days like today where she has not taken longer than a 30 minute nap and that is after fighting it for 30 minutes. So any ideas, or suggestions from you veteran moms, please let me know. Am I a bad mom for wanting to get away from it for a few hours? Am I doing something wrong? Will it ever get better?
